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Slowly I felt you drifting away
Contact growing less each day

I watched you talk to everyone else
Then crawl in my bed with lovelorn thirst

To have your way with me at night
And I wanted it, and you, despite…

All of the hollow lack of interest
And the cut short calls with no witness

No witness other than myself
When you’d put me on a waiting shelf

To spend your time on more important things
Like fantasy games that made you feel like kings

And when I’d travel a hundred miles
this still would be how time was whiled.

Id sleep all day in your wonderful city,
You not making plans always seemed such a pity

And we never went in that shopping centre
The one that people say is retail’s “Mekka”

The one you know I’d have loved to see,
But you chose what you wanted, over me

And the day you cancelled on my family last minute
For a long planned Christmas walk, and your pre-paid ticket

To discover instead you had a lads only gathering
Told how you’d all watched porn – you were actually bragging

And the innumerable times I didn’t know where you were
At parties and bars to find you drunk with some girl

And no, you never overstepped that line,
But you preferred their company to mine every time

I think that hurt more because the more it occurred,
The less, as a person, I felt I was worth

And yes, there were parties where you’d be at my side…
But only if you hadn’t already had head or a ride

By the end I felt even my body not enough,
As you laughed with your mates that you’d all buy me a boob job

Like I should be grateful that you’d all kindly invest
Clearly it was hard for you putting up with my breasts

This was by far the worst thing of all…
you knew my infertility is why they are small

You may think this an unfair version of our story
because you did call me gorgeous and made me feel lovely

and these years were, in truth, some of my best,
I will not deny that you gave my life zest

But I know myself, and I know what I’m not
And I’m not boring or stupid or a whore without thoughts

And I stopped waiting around for when you could be bothered
Did replying to texts really make you so smothered?

If I was upset you wouldn’t bother with typing,
You’d send me links to porn as if that would be helping

So I guess you can hate me for ignoring you that last week
But I needed to see how long it would take you to think

“We haven’t spoken for at least several days”,
See, you often forgot that phones work both ways

And I should have told you when I was upset,
but you disregard feelings that don’t match logic you set

I hope you are happy,
I hope she’s robust,
I hope she can tell you when enough is enough
I hope you have everything, that really is true
And I hope you remember I can exist without you.


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  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: the script
  • Reading: your thoughts
  • Watching: it fall to the ground
  • Playing: silently

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